October 8, 2017: Day 2 part 2, New Lisbon, NJ.

“…There are things you can’t reach. But
you can reach out to them, and all day long.
The wind, the bird flying away. The idea of God.
And it can keep you as busy as anything else,
And happier;
I look; morning to night I am never done with looking…”

                                                                 ~Mary Oliver

Some fifty years after leaving I have come back to New Lisbon, NJ. Matthew and Stephanie are with me and I wonder what they think of this small village in southern New Jersey that lacks a discernible center, an ordinary place with no defining characteristics. No great towers or museums or rivers or stadiums; just houses, fields, roads and trees scattered about like discarded toys on a playroom floor. I almost feel embarrassed at the plainness of New Lisbon, with its raging simplicity that confounds the memory in defiance of grandeur. It should be more dramatic, but it simply is not.

Still, life happens in small towns and here are some things I do remember.


I struggled at Pemberton Township High School, not because the material was beyond me, but because I actively sought the middle.  This was the time in my life where I basically hunkered down and tried to avoid attention.  Once, I remember winning a National Merit Scholarship award.  When my name was called in assembly I ducked my head and became invisible while my juvenile delinquent pals snickered and called me egghead, in their world a mark of shame.

In November of 1963 the school broadcast over the loudspeakers that President Kennedy had been shot and that we should pray for our country.  Little did we know how profound that loss would be and how tumultuous the decade to follow.

On this trip I tried to find the old high school but it had long since been replaced by a great gray cluster of buildings that look vaguely like a prison complex.  I sought out the history of the school but it only went back as far at 1990.  1965 apparently has been relegated to the ancient mythos of prehistory.  Perhaps I could find the fossilized remains of old term papers?

This was also the time and place that Baseball became my bedrock; from playing organized ball in the Babe Ruth League to keeping intricate and detailed box scores of my favorite team, the Yankees.  Mickey Mantle was my hero then and I tried to copy his swing when I played.  The Mick played center field, so I played center field.  I was never really an athlete; just a kid who liked to play ball.

The garden.  Everywhere we lived Pop had a garden.  Below you can see the one in New Lisbon with Pop checking his handiwork.  Pop would can everything possible, but mostly I remember a cellar filled with row upon row of mason jars filled with snap-beans.

garden in nj

I would often ride my bike the four miles out to this circle ironically called “4-Mile Circle”, quite an adventure since this was a time before such things as bike lanes.  At the intersection was a diner which served this amazing thin-sliced ham sandwich piled so thick it was a challenge to bite it.


The kids and I rolled out of New Lisbon with a better appreciation of the place that was so central to my upbringing.  Next: New Haven and Yale University.

 

 

October 8, 2017: Day 2 part 1, New Lisbon, NJ.

“…everything is necessary. Every least thing. This is the hard lesson. Nothing can be dispensed with. Nothing despised. Because the seams are hidden from us, you see. The joinery. The way in which the world is made. We have no way to know what could be taken away. What omitted. We have no way to tell what might stand and what might fall…”
                                                         – Cormac McCarthy, The Crossing

The drive from Laurel Maryland to New Lisbon NJ might appear on the surface to be uneventful — and it would be — unless you instruct Google to pick the route that avoids toll roads.  In this case Google sends us through downtown Baltimore in a twisty path designed to consider some of that fine city’s less visited neighborhoods.  At some point I realized that while I was actually driving the car, I was also a kind of passenger.  I wanted to ask the kids, “are we there yet?”  This route did take us right by Johns Hopkins Hospital, a place I recognized from some work I did in the 90’s whilst in Singapore. JHU

You may be wondering why we are headed to New Lisbon, NJ.  In 1961 Pop transferred from Laurel to a forestry research center in southern New Jersey, near the town of Pemberton in the tiny village of New Lisbon. And by tiny I mean a grouping of a few houses that these days might be lucky to be called a neighborhood. Brother John had joined the Air Force immediately upon graduation from Laurel High School, so the family in New Jersey was Mom, Pop, Bill, myself and assorted animals. The four years I lived there remain indistinct in my memory, as if remembering a book written about events that happened to someone else. These are the years when I entered puberty and became a teenager with all that implies, so I may have suppressed some of it for the sake of my sanity – and yours.

New Lisbon and its surrounds are one reason why New Jersey is called the Garden State. The region is a patchwork quilt of farms large and small which might surprise given its proximity to Philadelphia. I was oblivious to this while growing up there — I truly cannot remember thinking about the farmland surrounding me. To the east lies the mysterious and forbidding pine barrens, home of the legendary Jersey Devil.

I can remember one hot summer picking blueberries for the Tru-Blu-Berry Cooperative which, besides the forestry research center where Pop worked, was pretty much the only employment in town. Bill and I worked side-by-side with the migrant workers, dropping berries into metal pails hung around our necks with thick rope straps. The berries were large and sweet and eating them was allowed as long as you accepted the cruel calculus that each berry consumed is one less for the pail.  The migrant workers are professional and relentless, rapidly stripping berries from the tall bushes and filling their pails like a scene filmed using time-lapse photography.

blueberry

When our pails were full we would trudge back to the shed where the company reps would weigh our pickings and pay you per pail by weight. More than once Bill caught the guy (“The Boss”) putting his foot under the scale to cheat us. We were rubes in the business of harvesting and therefore prime targets for deception in this capitalistic rite of passage. At first Boss would get mighty peeved when his game was exposed but Bill never backed down — we got paid in full and garnered hard-won field cred in the process.

In thinking back, that job was physically the hardest I ever worked for what was really minimal income, but I valued every dollar I made out in the fields, under the unforgiving sun.

Fifty-five years later here we are, driving past the long abandon Tru-Blue property in New Lisbon, the roof of the warehouse sagging and broken, the loading dock rusted and gray.  Time in its linear way has moved on for the Cooperative as it has for the migrant workers who toiled here so many years ago and the two Fenton boys who briefly shared their space. The people who live in New Lisbon today and the cars that drive through this unremarkable little town give scant attention to one old neglected warehouse. But it has a story to tell, as do we all.newlisbon-1

We parked in front of the old house which was our home for nearly four years. It seemed smaller somehow, diminished as though the years had begun to take back what had been given.  Had I been more bold I would have knocked on the front door and introduced myself, but that seemed a little strange even to me so we just took some pictures.

The field across the street where I played baseball and touch football now had a sign saying “Property of US Government: No Trespassing”, making me wonder what exactly was being protected there and if a squadron of black helicopters were hovering nearby.

newlisbonfield

(The next chapter will complete the New Jersey part of our journey, and send us off to New Haven, Connecticut)